let me just verbalize something (a little vague, actually) that’s been on my head lately
i have no idea why is this happening but i feel so much manlier than the usual
and that’s making me feel kinda dysphoric???
like, i’m always dreaming about having a male body and i’m starting to feel really uncomfortable when people address me by female pronouns and stuff
but the thing is that i don’t actually (want to) see myself as a male, i just don’t want to be seen as a female???
sighhhhhh fucking identity issues