ok just

let me just verbalize something (a little vague, actually) that’s been on my head lately¬†

idk man

i have no idea why is this happening but i feel so much manlier than the usual

and that’s making me feel¬†kinda dysphoric???

like, i’m always dreaming about having a male body and i’m starting to feel really uncomfortable when people address me by female pronouns and stuff

but the thing is that i don’t actually (want to) see myself as a male, i just don’t want to be seen as a female???

idk

sighhhhhh fucking identity issues